I’m heaving a huge sigh of relief. Between the pediatric optometrist and the in home evaluation today I’ve been assured he can see just fine   They both said that any developmental delays are likely just that–developmental delays.  I feel very relieved.  Within the next two weeks we should be having his early intervention evaluation.  When I talked to her about the difference between now and before we started the Feldenkrais she said to stick with it *giggle*

It should only be about 2 weeks once we give the final  go ahead to our finance person and we’ll be redecorating!

I’ve been thinking about Abraham and Isaac and realized that my sadness is because putting our house up for sale has been putting the gift home on the altar–that is what parents do if their child has a need that can’t be met where they are *shrug* But as I’ve been released and told to take it off the altar the Lord has flooded my mind with ideas for meeting not only Liam’s needs for space, but my own needs for organization and a new kitchen and bathrooms!  We are going to refinance–I get the details tomorrow–and hopefully we can get it done pronto and start our redecorating!  DH is going to do most of the work himself but we will have professionals get the electrical and plumbing up to code   We are going to put a giant bath in my bathroom (as opposed to the tiny shower I couldn’t fit in at the end of the twin pregnancy *blush* ).  New toilets and sinks and . . . . the house needs a facelift

But it’s OURS and we love it and we will still have equity when this is done and have a chunk in the bank and have our home all put together the way we’ve dreamed–including the backyard!

The Lord provides! The Lord blesses!  Blessed be the name of the Lord *amen*